Infinity And Beyond
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Actually wanted to speak my heart out ytd but since u are already tired, i dont wanna wake you up.... I guess i wouldnt have the courage to say it out to you again, so i think its better for me to write it out for u to read in here...At the 1st place, when u told me you are going to "settle" the issue with him, i pretty much guessed that you will not tell it to him ytd... Then when u confirmed it, i was wondering "why didnt you let him know?!" 2 possibilties came across my mind: 1- You totally dont wanna tell him that coz you still love him 2- You wanted to tell him but you dont know how to put across to him No one will know what's the real reason, you yourself know it best.... I really hope what we talked about ytd morning are all true, all the things you said are from the bottom of your heart... I'm sorry, i might sound like i'm asking you to make up a decision quick... You have known me best, you shld know i'm the kinda guy who dont like to be hang on the balance... I dont like to think this, think that.... The sherry i know aint that wishy washy, she's very straightfoward... She tell u things straight in the face.... Thats the sherry i know for you...!! Remember i told you ytd, your destiny, your fate lies on your own hands... Do what u really wanna do and dont regret it.... Love is such a funny thing, you cannot allow others to have ur lover at the same time, you want her solely be yours, to give her 100% into this relationship!!! It might seem selfish, but everyone is selfish in the game of LOVE!! If you love me, pls settle the issue with him asap... If you love him, pls tell me straight.... I really dont want to get hurt anymore.... You asked me to trust u, not to let go of you... Do u really think that way?!
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