Friday, May 9, 2008
I gotta admit the previous post i wrote is written out of fustration... and so, i'm deleting it away....Once again (3rd time today), thks jac for the consolation.... at least u are here to accompany me in the morning where all the others are either working or schooling.... You are right, all those memories cant be forgotten, but i also dont wanna think about them at the momment... It's too painful to think.... But i do have my reason to be fustrated, afterall, it's just a matter of days before she got a new one.... It makes me wonder, "does that mean her love for me aint that strong afterall"? If not, why so fast?! Really need to thanks Melvin and Woody for physically and mentally accompanying me respectively... Both of u guys shld be honoured to hear me cry for the 1st time in front of ppl, just like what jac said... LOL (It's damn embarrassing tho) BTW HAPPY 23TH BIRTHDAY MELVIN... Finally went to get my tanning since 4-5 mths ago... didnt realise i still have 3 more session before today... Now my freaking body is red and itchy.... gotta apply lotsa LOTIONS!!!! "Wounds can heal, But it will leave a permanent scar for you to remember for the rest of ur life"
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