Infinity And Beyond
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Thanks Jac for the intro to Gary Cao "Bei Pan"...I've heard the song umpteen times... watched the mtv so many times..... (This song reminds me of her again... hais... u see la.. Somemore "Bei Pan", very negative leh) Then we talk about this "two-timing" issue... No one like this feeling la... esp me, i encountered it before, and i told myself, i swear i will not allow myself to get into this mess again... I fucking hate this feeling to the core.... Paisei leh, keep talking about my "on-off" relationship with you... i know its kinda irritating at times, but pls, endure la... lol... Maybe its becoz u are the same gender with her, probably u will know what she's thinking (i supposed) How nice if she's the one i'm talking to about those issues... (i'm not saying u are a bad listener, but i just want her to know how i feel, i really want this to work out fine) Who dont want a relationship to work out fine?! I know long-distance relationship is hard to mantain, u are not the 1st to tell me that... But there's some exception you know... I'm not giving up becoz people keep telling me negative things, i only give up when i feel its beyond repair.... I still have some trust in her, i dont know why i somehow feel she really meant what she said... But this shit with "that guy" issue have gotta be solved... I'm not those who can stand being hang in the balance, now its me who needs assurance from her... I dont know how all this shits are gonna turn out, i'm prepared for the worst... 3 days... 3 days is all i give myself...!!! I need an answer... I dont want to freeze in time... Hope u can understand...!!! I know you have your dilema, but I'm suffering too... I will bind my hand tightly, not to..... (you know what i'm saying... LOL) All love is not lost yet, keep faith...!!! God Bless Me~~~
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