Infinity And Beyond
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Monday, October 20, 2008
Argh!!! Why is it so hard to hate someone?? Is it really that difficult?! In my opinion, "HELL YES", esp hating those u love!!!Does that means i will never ever going to be a badman? Well, who cares, i dont wanna be one either.... Shit!! I'm missing her again...!!! ARGH!!!!!! On so many occasion, i wanted to msg her, asking "what are u doing now", "how sales for today", "do u have a great time today", "are u still missing me?".... So many question keep flooding my mind... But my conscience told me otherwise... I'm still afraid she will turn cold shoulder on me, ignoring me!! Thats the worst feeling i can ever suffer... Sometime i just wonder what if all the argument havent happen in the first place, will we still be happily living together or will we end up like this anyway?! Will she ever gonna msg me telling me she miss me, asking me to call her???!!! Probably a wishful thinking of mine... What i'm now left with is the memory stored in my smart yet cunning brain!!!!!
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