Infinity And Beyond
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Saturday, October 11, 2008
Boredom!!!!Seriously speaking, i just cant find any reason to spur me on in life at the momment... Feeling like i'm just going through the motion... So listless, so jaded at the momment... Thks godness i had sufficient rest this couple of days.... What to do? What to do? Xanda called me ytd inviting me to his b'day party at downtown... (acohol provided?! lol) I'm so afraid what i anticipated was true, like last time, lightning being struck twice... I just dont want to know the answer.. What if i'm spot on this time, how am i going to face it... The best way now is KEEP ON WORKING and stop thinking about all this... I'll be joking if i say i ait have anymore feeling for you... The sadness and pain aren't there for nothing, it comes together with the amout of love i had plunged in... What i really want is just a simple yet enjoyable, meaning life... How nice if one can never grow old (when i say old, i mean turning into adults, not as in "OLD") When we were young, everything is being taken care of... studies, accomendation etc. Neither money nor relationship problems to worry... In general, NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT!!! Therefore: It's gd to be young!!! ADD SOME SPICE INTO MY LIFE, MY DEAR FRIENDS!!!
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